I'm considering deleting this blog.  Are any of you still coming here?

And I would search everywhere
Just to hear your call,
And walk upon stranger roads than this one
In a world I used to know before.
For now I've lost everything,
I give to you my soul.
The meaning of all that I believed before
Escapes me in this world of none,
I miss you more.

--Genesis

I miss Malene.  I miss all of you. I keep writing this post and then deleting and writing and then deleting.  I hate sounding so "poor poor me." I'm a fifty one year old adult last I checked.  Hell with it. Its late, I'm going to bed.  Just nice to say it, even if to the empty electronic air.  How could any of you possibly understand what I feel? You have your familys, tradition, and surrounded by the wonders you have been privy to all your lives.  Distance and time mean nothing to any of you, you can "reach out and touch" one another in an instant.